Twenty-One

Things I want to do before I turn 21 (It's in three months)

 

1. Save $1,000 dollars Didn't last long!

2. Buy a lottery ticket Where's my million dollars?!

 

3. Say "I love you"

 

4. Ride a horse

 

5. Learn how to love your body

 

6. Make out with an Autralian Ooo la la

 

7. Sign a petition We need liquor in Plano!

 

8. Go to a Ranger's game Twice!

 

9. Lose 20 pounds

 

10. Learn a langauge Sign Language

 

11. Save someone's life

 

12. Try a illegal drug So weird!

 

13. Have a relationship longer than two weeks

 

14. Leave a love note on someone's windsheild

 

15. Watch the stars in someone's truck 



 

Unbelievable

Skippy

 

 

My new love. Adorable right?

 

 

 Sometimes I cant handle how cute he is.

 

Always helping me with my writing and homework.

He's my best friend though.

Love this kid to death.

Hell and Back

"Once upon a time a few mistakes ago..."

 

The year to discover aye? I sure as hell have been through discovery's this year.

 

1.Friend came back.

2.Bought a dog

3.Got a new job

4.Moved

5.Denied for Financial Aid in College

6.New Church

7.Lost friends

8.Became Manager

9.Multiple hangovers

10.New Friends



 

"I was in your sights you got me alone, you found me, you found me you found me..."

 



This year I think I got to know myself a little better. Grew up a lot, and had a little bit of my childhood back just in the adult version.(; I got a lot of opportunities given to me. For instance, a Manager position at my current job Jamba Juice. I love it. I couldn't have asked for anything better than that. Everyone is friends and when working its like getting paid to hang out with your friends its amazing.



 

"I guess you didn't care and I guess I liked that and when I fell hard, you took a step back without me..."

 

I also got a job at Trader Joe's and am able to say I was one of the first people to be there when the first customer walked in to start shopping. I love it there. It is just a lot of work to keep up with. Grocery stores are a lot to handle, especially if its one that has a good reputation. Ugh.

 

"And he's long gone when he's next to me and I realize the blame is on me..."

 

The biggest thing that happened to me this year was probably when this guy I really liked came back into my life. We stoped talking for a while and I cried about it for months. There was never a day I didn't think about him. Every time my Mom would ask how he was doing I would try to put a smile on my face and say I don't talk to him anymore and when she said "What a shame, I liked him. He would of fit well in the family." Tore me in p i e c e s inside. Luckily he's back but my heart is not on my sleeve any longer.

 

"I knew you were trouble when you walked in, so shame on me now..."

 



 The best memory though of this year, making out with an Australian. Yes. I can scratch that off my list to do before I'm 21.

Sorry y'all I know this isn't a long post. Kind of having writers block.):